NoSleepCreative: a year in retrospect


The journey was not an easy one, and my writings encapsulate my love of teaching, the pursuit of “perfection”, my moments of success and how I got to them, and tips for those who are interested in running their own channels.


Fast forward to 2015, I had just completed my 2 years of military service and was looking for employment because all my local university applications were rejected. I thought the best thing to do then was to upgrade my skills and keep applying for jobs. Since I had all the time in the world, I decided to launch my YouTube channel, but for real this time. I even bought a $200 Blue Yeti microphone thinking that a better piece of equipment would help me stay committed. I think I recorded a tutorial on how to do the first 5 seconds of the Attack on Titans and Charlotte anime openings on my channels (since deleted) called “kickassfx” or “mosinga” (a word combination of motion and Singapore; I know it’s lame). It was still terrible!! And once again, I closed the door on my online video tutorials. Later on, I took the Adobe Certified Expert exams, and at the same time started a WordPress blog (since deleted) and published tips for passing the exams to document my experience and help others, too. I thought that if I could not make a video tutorial, the least I could do was write about it. On the bright side, the blog partly aided me in securing full scholarship funding during my enrollment interview for my undergraduate studies at SCAD.

NoSleepCreative name inception

What really solidified how unessential a website was for NSC was when I reached out to Eyedesyn (EJ Hassenfratz) on March 2, 2018, and he mentioned: “I actually hired someone to create a custom website. I think you can do very well with just having tutorials on YouTube without needing to have a central website and investing in a web designer. Hope that helps!” It was not the answer I was expecting but that was when I thought maybe just uploading videos onto YouTube was enough. Yet I still did not do it!!! Essentially, every year I would try to work on building NSC but nothing ever came out of it. My obsession with “perfection” in branding, logo, website, tutorial production quality, or type of content to publish inhibited me greatly from making one step forward. For the umpteenth time, I gave up on NSC. I just focused on school for the most part and became a peer tutor who helped people with their assignments and software instructions. I really enjoyed it, and it took my mind off the need for doing tutorials since I was teaching people in-person!

After graduating from my BFA and going through a personal crisis (you can see how my life chapters always prologue with some sort of struggle), I found myself having lots of time and a special focus on anything I set my mind to. Hence, I tried my hand at designing the NSC logo again, and gave myself about an hour to do it before I went out to have coffee with friends. I was not expecting much but one thing led to another, and I was able to make a decent logo out of nowhere in Adobe Illustrator within that short time span. Still, it did not feel “perfect” but I couldn’t be bothered anymore and just chose to use whatever I made. It took about 4 years but at least I had a logo now.

Life went on. In July 2019, when I was working at WarnerMedia Studios, I had so much time; the work I received was incredibly simple at the beginning, and there were at least a day or two in the week that I literally came to the office to work on my personal projects since there was no office work assigned to me. This was great because it gave me the opportunity to watch After Effects scripting tutorials and learn something new. In December 2019, a casual conversation with my colleague about his acquaintance whose simple AE tutorials got recognition from Adobe made me remember NSC and my goal of running a YouTube channel. Having developed some impulsiveness over the previous few months, I went back to my desk immediately and opened up Illustrator and After Effects to prepare to make a tutorial. The difference this time is that I was going to “drop the bar so low that I would not fail” by making a super easy tutorial. I told myself:

“Even if my first tutorial sucks, it doesn’t matter. No one is going to be watching it anyway, and I will only get better if I keep making more videos.

Done is better than perfect.”

It took a couple of years but I have reached a maturity where I feel comfortable failing. So with that mentality, I made a tutorial on how to draw a color wheel using a compass. It was based on a tutorial article I have written previously for my Color Theory class so I reuse the material to make the process easier. On Saturday, December 28, 2019, I went back to the office to record my first tutorial. Even though I had dropped the bar so low, it still took me about 6 to 8 hours to record, edit, and publish the tutorial. The process was excruciating; everything was just not “good” but I made peace with that and moved forward. Even though my first tutorial was not the best, that one step forward allowed everything to begin.

Uphill battle

Luckily for me, I had a supportive friend who kept believing in me and the content I was making even though I was not popular. That faith and belief often ground me that there is no need for lots of subscribers. I was not expecting much when I first started anyway. Yet, it was so hard to get any people to watch my tutorials; I thought I had a lot of useful content for people but I learned that people are looking for certain things. That got me looking into keyword optimization, being more strategic with my content, and marketing my content by posting on Reddit and Facebook groups to get more outreach. At that point, the whole process of making tutorials was tiring but I never got tired of it. I just kept going to see what would happen next.

And indeed something did happen: another full-tuition scholarship to do graduate studies at SCAD. During my enrollment interview, I brought up my YouTube channel to build a stronger case as a candidate who loves to teach. If there is anything I learned in my life, teaching is a superpower that helps you get ahead in life. I highly recommend people to share their knowledge with people if they want to gain expertise or recognition. Naturally, I agreed to accept the scholarship and gave in my notice for resignation at WarnerMedia Studios.

Niching down my content with Master Studies

  • My YouTube channel viewership and subscribers soared; I gained my first 1000 subscribers shortly after publication.
  • People were asking me on LinkedIn if I was open to freelance jobs.
  • I received collaboration requests on the Asian Creative Network Facebook group that I shared my tutorial on.
  • On Instagram, people were thanking me for the tutorial on direct messages. It was a rather bizarre experience; I was not used to getting recognition or attention. It seems I was doing something right, and that compelled me to keep going with these master studies tutorials.

As of December 31, 2020, I have made about 13 master study tutorials, which have brought me over 3000 YouTube subscribers and Instagram followers. I have really enjoyed making them because each Master Study feels like a riddle or math puzzle to solve. In retrospect, I think it was rather crazy I was doing one every single week in late 2020. I must have had more focus and energy back then. These days, with school and other commitments, I have slowed down the production of my tutorials to every two weeks to keep my mental health in check and balance my life.

Final notes

  1. Acquiring a better piece of equipment does not guarantee commitment.
  2. Being picky with your branding or website at the beginning is a waste of time; focus on delivering good content. Look at CGMatter. He doesn’t have polished branding, but he has a brand personality and his videos are more of a performance than tutorials sometimes. I watched his videos even though I do not even use the Blender software.
  3. Stop waiting for permission, just do it. Don’t even give yourself a chance to second guess.
  4. Start small, and if you can’t do it, make it even smaller.
  5. Have strong intentions and be relentlessly patient, keep going at it and success will come by itself.

You can apply whatever I mentioned above for any goals you want to work on, it does not have to be for setting up a YouTube channel. That said, I would like to pose a few questions so you can apply what I have shared to your journey to reach your success:


  1. What are your goals?
  2. If you have many of them, what goals can you eliminate for the time being?
  3. What is the most important and urgent one that you want to work on?
  4. What’s stopping you from doing it?
  5. What are you afraid of?

Define & Develop

  1. What is one small thing you can do?
  2. What is your plan to get to your goal?
  3. How can you stay committed to your plan?
  4. By when would you like to start working on your goal?
  5. Can you accept the fact that you might never reach your goal?

Recommended Readings

  • Zag, Marty Neumeier
  • Brand Gap, Marty Neumeier

On running a business

  • Company of One, Paul Jarvis
  • The Futur YouTube channel

On marketing

  • Storybranding, Donald Miller
  • The first Irresistible, Adam Alter

Questions and Answers

Why do I teach people and share what I know?

We all want to help one another, human beings are like that
We want to live by each other’s happiness, not by each other’s misery
We don’t want to hate and despise one another
And this world has room for everyone,
and the good Earth is rich and can provide for everyone
The way of life can be free and beautiful…

Should people teach and share what they know?

“If you want to master something, teach it.
If you want to be known for something, you give people value.”

— adapted from Richard Feynman quote on teaching

How has my experience been as a YouTuber?

Still, there was one hater on this obscure AE Facebook group who did not like the fact I was calling my tutorials “master studies.” He strongly believes that a master study = a master teaching people the works of other masters. Many begged to differ on that thread regarding the definition but he was adamant and rude about it; it was better not to react to his foolishness. From that day on, I decided to post only on two or three trusted Motion Design Facebook pages.

Tips for starting out with a YouTube channel or on any big goal.

  1. First of all, the toughest thing you probably need to overcome first is recording a tutorial and experiencing how it feels, because you have to get used to hearing your voice, memorizing instructions, and saying the right things with good flow. That said, start by failing, and work your way up. As Jake the Dog once said: “Dude, suckin’ at something is the first step towards being sorta good at something.”
  2. Let go of perfection with how things look. Focus on the value your content gives to your audience. It does not matter how good your logo intro animation looks if you taught them nothing in your tutorial; you simply wasted their time.
  3. Just do it.

Why do I give free AEPs or content?

How has NoSleepCreative helped me?

  • People think I am a great animator (since when did that happen?)
  • Freelance job offers from LinkedIn connections
  • Being invited to be a panelist on “Empowering Asian Creatives” with Creative Folks
  • Getting noticed by studios that I did master studies on: Ordinary Folk, Chromosphere, Igor+Valentine. I sometimes feel like I am catching Pokémon, haha.




Motion Designer based in Savannah, Georgia // //

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